Quit Playin Games With My Heart

I swear my life, along with my heartbeat, has been all over the place lately.  I'm up, I'm down, and I don't know whether I'm coming or going.

I got a few good pieces of advice on my last post in regards to my Peace Corps placement.  So today I emailed my placement officer...twice.  I didn't hear back from her, so maybe she has just written me off since the placement is a no right now.  But maybe she was just busy and will get back to me.  I asked if I did some volunteer work teaching ESL if that could get me a placement.  I also asked what kind of experience a person needed for a business placement.  I don't understand why there seems to be no communication between the person that gives the nomination and the person that gives the invitation. Why are people being nominated for programs that once it gets to placement they're told they're not qualified for?  It's frustrating. 

And I also asked about a health position.  That had never been mentioned to me before, but one of my lovely readers and Peace Corps Invitee said it was suggested to her.  So I hope the placement officer is checking into that for me. 

I have to say on the one hand, it's a little of a relief to NOT be going.  I definitely want to go and I'm still trying to make it happen, but at the same time it's a relief to not have to worry about leaving my life and home behind for two years.  Now I would be able to continue my graduate studies in the Spring.  I don't have to stress about saving money to make my car payment while I'm gone.

In general, there's just a lot going on with my medical situation.  My doctor appointments for next week is now up to four.  I'm actually going to cancel one so I can work that morning and then be able to go to my class that night.  That is if I can register and pay for class tomorrow.  There has been a lot of juggling with my work schedule lately and it leads to some stress. 

There is some good news in this post I promise!  Just when I'm beginning to think I totally didn't get into the writing workshop I applied for, I received a call tonight telling me I was accepted!  And that it starts Monday..lol.  Thanks for the notice.  But I'm excited.  That means I'll have the writing workshop every Monday and class on Tuesdays.  I can't believe it's going to start in just a matter of days though!

That's all for tonight dears!  I hope things aren't as hectic and crazy in your life as they are in mine!

I hope you all have a fantastic weekend!